Same Mistake
Another day is wasted
Another smile has been faked
Another heart has broken
Another feeling you cannot shake
Another scream unheard
Another cry kept silent
Another long sleeved shirt
Or excuse to help you hide it
Another scar to heal
The damage have been done
Another time you've let them down
Another fight that they have won
Another day will come
You hope it is your last
But slowly time still passes
And soon today becomes the past
Another day still comes
Another friend is lost
Another lonely night
That you will pay the cost.
Reasons To live
I sit quietly in a corner,
my dreams shattered.
Bruised inside for eternity,
staring at the knife.
I ask myself
"is it worth it?"
Feeling it was the only way out,
out of life's cruel intentions.
Cruel intentions,
that took the only true friend, i ever had.
Thirteen years old.
I sit asking myself
"is it worth it?"
repeating the word i'd tell my parents in the letter.
dear mom and dad, my time has come to leave and let my soul rest. I love you both
so very much. That tis why i have to go. I don't want to grow up to be your shrew of disappointment. I'm just a thing breathing
unwanted air. I've took up enough of everyone's time. And now its time to say good bye. Love, Me
Tears rolling down my cheek
As i think about what i am writing.
I keep asking myself
"is it worth it?"
Then i look at the knife
And i have my answer.
As i slowly write,
hoping and wanting to grasp some miracle
telling me i shouldn't do it.
But there is nothing
no on coming to save me...
Planning to stab myself until I'm numb and can't continue.
I go to take a jab,
I almost make it,
befor something pushes it away.
As the tears flow,
I glance up to see my angel,
I feel comfort as she hugs me,
and tells me everything will be okay.
As I site back,
thinking about that day
I realize that not everything will go my way.
And I'm thankful for the angel that's watching over me.
